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Sep 4, 2018 | Featured, Personal - development | 0 comments

Constant comparison. Negative self talk. Thinking everyone else had it together while I was falling apart. Being my worst critic. Focusing on lack. Giving up on myself, my health, my happiness, my dreams since what I was doing wasn’t working. Settling for mediocrity. Letting myself go. Allowing the fire 🔥 within me to go out. 

You know what I got good at? Keeping my misalignment to myself. Feeling alone. Smiling in public but lashing out on my loved ones in private, hoping it would somehow make me feel better. I didn’t know how to be happy for someone without being jealous of them. 
I didn’t realize the way I felt about myself was impacting my family. 
I didn’t realize that because I couldn’t see the good in me, I couldn’t see the good in others. 

Feeling like I hit rock bottom, I needed to break the cycle…..
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